The Greatest Gift

I miss the loving and warm embrace
And the happy feeling that flows whenever I see his face
The soul kisses that we had shared
Are signs which shows how much he cared
I miss the times when he held me by the waist
Bent his head down and kissed me with no haste
The first day I saw him, he was on the point of fame
Only then do I realised we share the same traditional name
I still remember the night he proposed
Inspite of the winter chill, the shock made my hot blood rose
Most people thought we won't last long
Due to the ten years difference we had all along
When I looked back, I'm surprised to see
That we've passed the door of the 3rd year anniversary
I remember our  3rd Valentine's Day
Cos it marked the history of our Engagement Day
I miss his voice calling me "Sweetheart"
I cherish it as he has the purest of all hearts
I hate the days we would have a big fight
Though I knew that he was trying to make the wring things go right
He's the only guy who showed me the true nature of love's being
He taught me love is not only an emotion but a feeling
I then learnt it flows like a never-ending pianissimo symphony
And being so far from him is such an agony
I miss the days we would both sit in silence
Not finding any words necessary for love's conveyance
Looking back to three years in the month of November
The love in his eyes when he said the three magic words..I'll always remember

Things I Miss - V

I miss the irritating barks of the two dalmatians
Named Sapphire, after the precious blue stone of the Egyptians
And Petronus, after one of the great gods of Greek mythology
I miss their continuous lickings whenever they're happy
The sky reminds me of their beautiful sparkling blue eyes
I can still hear their soprano cries
The most annoying thing is to clear all the household accessories
Once they are being freed as they break things with no apologies
Pepe, on two feet, is tall enough to kiss us on the cheeks
Phiphi, on the other hand, is curious and turns head at the sound of every creaks
My parents love giving them toy bones and Pedigree
Due to the high degree of sensitivity in their body
Last I heard , they had been built a huge kennel
Where they'd peep through the window and finally get settled

Things I Miss - I V

My mother, at forty-seven is still a beauty
She considers looking after us as her soulful duty
We can see the love in her eyes when she smiled
And kept me company till I sleep when the night storms are wild
Her whole body is filled with cute little freckles
She's still the most beautiful woman even with her growing wrinkles
People often tells me that I'm lucky I didn't take after her skin
But I feel sad, I wished I had a part of her within
I'm glad to have brown eyes with a touch of hazel
And my brunette hair which I inherited from my mother, the Angel
The long, almost-pointy nose that I adore
Is the feature which I exactly wanted, nothing more
I remember the night she hugged me tight
She whispered, " I'll call you up every night"
I miss the days she'd dress me up
Cos I'm only good at trying my hands on my eye make-up
Last we spoke, she said she's still having problems with her thyroid
I begged God, " She is still too young to be a victim of what we can't avoid "
But I believe she will live long till the last sun rise
And witness my children grow up before her eyes

Things I Miss - III

Although I don't share much with the eldest
Who had been given the name Davis
I miss his unnecessary criticisms
And the way he talked with a few drops of sarcasms
The days he'd let me do his household chores
And promise me in return, to teach me some guitar chords
I still have the image of him, sitting
On his desk with his laptop, studying!?? nah-uh..playing
I remember the days I'd give him lecture
Saying that he was old enough to have a definite structure
He has such good hands with guitars but he doesn't have the interest
Which is strong enough to get him fully invest
I heard from Mum that he graduated with A grade
I wonder how he did it with all the games he played
But all thoughts of him being irresponsible started to stop
When he finally declared he wants a job

Well..what can I say about the second eldest, Griffin
Who chose not to inherit the name he was given
The polite, spectacled, tall and different amongst us
Every word he spoke would be strong as he is sonorous
He might be fully matured but he loves cartoons
As a kid, he got the nickname 'Daffy Duck' from Looney Toons
He's creative and wanted to go for animation
But Grandma disagreed and ruined his imagination
He then wanted to become a computer engineer
Believing that success is not something which is near
I miss having him beside me, we would wrestle
And when I played a sang, he would join me in with a whistle
But never will I ride again on the back of his bike
Cos it feels more like going on a hike
We talked over the phone once a while
 Been two years since we met after he flew off to Madurai

Things I Miss - II

I miss my notorious big brother Eric
With whom I lovingly share the name "Ly-ric"
He would sing with all his might
As if he was trying to wake the neighbours at night
He looked me up as his big sister
And ignored my words never
When he comes back from our home in Shillong
He'd sleep in my bed, holding me all night
People thought we were fraternal twins
As we're so close and no secrets in between
When we were kids, we would buy the same clothes of different hues
Mine were lighter shades of green and his were shades of blue
But now, he is matured and has become a real man
And now knows I'm not the one who's wearing pants
The table has turned, he no longer fear my scolding
I knew this was coming but I miss the feeling

Things I Miss - I

Life in Hyderabad is...well, awesome
But sometimes it gets lonesome
I miss the soft velvety touch
That of my little white canine pooch
Who barks and wags its tail
Even when in life I fail
The saddest thing that ever happened
Are the things with which I let myself be burdened
I'm proud to have my optimistic father
Who would say, "Baby, don't let them bother"
I miss his voice calling me 'Lilliput'
Cos it rhymes with my name and the size of my foot
He is only a small boy at heart
But for his children s' success, he worked hard
He is sad his sons do not have interest
In the work that he so loved and digest
I guess he sometimes wish his only daughter
Would be a boy as I can share his laughter
I remember the times we both watched the orchestra
I'm glad I share his love for art and share the same genre
I miss the days we would fight over the guitar
Both quarreling it was our time to strum the bar
I'm proud to have such a father so decent
Who talks with his highly pure English accent
Before leaving me alone here, he took my hand
And said, "Baby, do not speak like American"
I won't ever want to let him down
He's the one held me up whenever I drown
I remember the day I waved at him by the door
He turned and smiled then headed for the airport

Think back and see if I'm just a friend or more

A friend who always think of you hen she's dreaming
Who bleeds when she imagines the girl you're holding
And who feels broken when she knows you're falling
Is the best you can find in this world while living

A friend who holds you tight even when you are down
Who knows all about you but never let you down
Who secretly keeps and never reveals to town
Is still the best thing that can happen on earth's bound

A friend whom you can hug whenever you feel bad
And kiss in order to feel better when you're sad
And who misses you when things between you go bad
Is not what mere friends would do even when they're sad

She's more than just a friend if she does everything
By now, you ought to know there is more than a thing
You should have known she loves you more than anything
She'll be the best girlfriend you can find in a being

My Make-Ups are more Precious

Coming here, I got enchanted by silly infatuations
Cried myself to sleep instead of conversations
My black tears had fallen enough to make you drown
The only thing that keeps me from falling is the ground.

   But man, I won't ever ruin my make-ups again
   They lasts longer than you do and doesn't give me pain
   They keep me pretty and keeps me up when I'm concious
   I won't ever cry again cos my make-ups are more precious

I don't know, if this is what the so-called attitude is
I hate when my lipgloss fades away when you kiss
You should know you don't deserve anything from me
You've upsetted me enough to face the miser me

You should well know, my tears comes with my hard-to-find mascaras
You'll not see them fall for a long line of eras
I don't wanna waste them for stupid guys like you
Do whatever you can, they're still more precious than you

No more 'You'

I don't wanna keep on tripping myself
Into this little toy box you kept in your shelf
All I can do is come out only when you need me
Which is all just so annoying cos what you want is not me
I tried to make you want me more than anything
But I failed so to you, I'd rather be nothing.

I'd rather close the door behind my back
I'm just so fed up when you keep on coming back
Just to satisfy your lonely arms and pair of lips
I don't wanna be a tool but at least, I want us for keeps
I'm tired of waiting for long hours for your call
Which never really did happen, it's such a toll.

I thought you really cared but I was fooled
Not realising it was how you had me pulled
Trying to free myself from these cruel chains that won't break
I once loved the feeling but now the pain is just so great
I won't allow myself to be broken by you
Turn around and leave, take your girl along with you.

Ka Hmangaih Che Papui

Ka thinlai luah zo tu,ka di    A aia tha ka tawng nem maw    Hmangaihna thu min hriattirtu    Mengmawi, nang lo min tihlim zo an awm lo    A sakhmel lah a tha famkim    Ngaih lai di tang bel ka nuam    A anka nem hriat leh ka nuam e    I vawng zel ang, kan lairil hmangaihna    Hmel mawina aia a nunzia    Chhak lam ni chhuak ang a eng mawi    Englai pawha ka thinlai luahtu    Par ang vul zel rawh se, ka van siar eng mawi    A anka nem dam diai mai leh    Par rimtui ang a chul ve lo    Uain ang maia min dawi tu,    I chhing zo reng an awm lo,he khuavel ah hian

Seventh of July

I'm surprised, why are these tears falling?
From the eyes of a girl who hates crying
Why am I being so vulnerable?
I am now scared, I'm starting to tremble

I've suffered much of vicissitudes
It's time I put on a new attitude
I hate to be the one who's weary
Cos I have never been this damn dreary

Tell me, am I asking too much from you?
I'm still drowning even when I'm with you
So, it's better that I let you go
And suffer these pains you don't have to know

I'd better pick my stuffs up and leave
Cos once broken can never be relieved
It's better to follow my own path
Than being with a guy who knows how to give wrath

I'm not an Angel

I don't know how else to do this
But still, i'll say a few words of list
For years, I've curled up like a cocoon in its rag
People telling me what and what not to do by bound
But my innocence faded when I befriended the famous fag
And I've now learnt to grow my wings and take decisions on my ground

Patience is what I always lack
My insecurities are coming back
For you, i'll build them up and be myself again
Say whatever may, I believe in what I believe
I know it must be haunting to get your pasts relieved again
But never will I let you go for these pasts is what I believe

No one in this world is perfect
It's sad I can't always be like a prefect
Let everyone know I'm not an angel at all
I too have rumours which are way better worse than yours
I want to tell the world I have no reasons to let you fall
let them talk, better lie down with you and know you to the contours

Arc of Noel

Noel, a guy of pride but a soft heart
Never had I heard any of his stories
But the feeling that grows is like a dart
That will later bloom with happiness and guarantees


weird, it is to give up so much for a guy
When it is proven that you hardly know him
But the cool breeze thats blows every time he came by
Told me a sign that my heart will never go dim


Stunning, I must say, to the sound of music
That I hear whenever he's close beside
I wish we could get things done from the basic
Cos the arc of Noel is the one that helps and guides

Confessions of Regrets

I thought seeing you again will not mean a thing
But seeing you with another girl did mean a thing
I tried so hard to put on a fake smile but failed
Cos I know that keeping you near was what I failed


I tried so hard to ignore but it wasn't easy
That I had made you think that I was so dumb and easy
I don't blame you if you treat me like a stranger
Cos someone we don't love meant nothing but a stranger


I'm surprised I still find it so hard to hate you
Being the reason for the fading love you had in you
I hate myself for making you regret 'bout us
Coz I do wish there could be more things about us


So I'm trying, still trying to forget what we had. If I could change the past, I would cos I do regret being the reason for the Goodbye..

The feeling

Started out as a feeling that no one knows of
Our perfect little world should never come off
We should make it grow stronger and stronger
Till it's hard to survive without each other

You were a vet's son, going for your IMA
I was a guitarist's daughter, trying for CA
Funny it is when I think back how perfect
Strangers of two different worlds interact

We may be miles apart yet we are so close
This feeling is like a blooming rose
Everyday seems promising with you around
I'm surprised you turn my world so well round.

Songs About Ron

Started as friends but we knew something was missing
You called me hunny, you called me sweet thing
But it's sad you don't know how happy that makes me feel
I'm looking forward to the day we'll finally make it real

Cos hearing your voice and seeing your smile can't make me touch your hand
Mt heart missed a beat whenever I hear you calling my name
Darling, I want us to be for real

You left a message so i won't feel abandoned
But I longed more for our loving bond
And whisper those words you had sent me to my ears
Cos mails sounds just so empty and useless to deserve my tired tears

If I had wings, i'd fly across to be with you
I wanna know the better of you
But you might think I'm crazy for being obsessed with you
Cos I'm crazy for missing a guy I hardly ever knew

So,goodbye to you,there'll be no day when we'll finally be together
Let's give up, let's just give up to what we've always wanted
Cos I am tired of falling in love with your e-mails