Think back and see if I'm just a friend or more

A friend who always think of you hen she's dreaming
Who bleeds when she imagines the girl you're holding
And who feels broken when she knows you're falling
Is the best you can find in this world while living

A friend who holds you tight even when you are down
Who knows all about you but never let you down
Who secretly keeps and never reveals to town
Is still the best thing that can happen on earth's bound

A friend whom you can hug whenever you feel bad
And kiss in order to feel better when you're sad
And who misses you when things between you go bad
Is not what mere friends would do even when they're sad

She's more than just a friend if she does everything
By now, you ought to know there is more than a thing
You should have known she loves you more than anything
She'll be the best girlfriend you can find in a being

My Make-Ups are more Precious

Coming here, I got enchanted by silly infatuations
Cried myself to sleep instead of conversations
My black tears had fallen enough to make you drown
The only thing that keeps me from falling is the ground.

   But man, I won't ever ruin my make-ups again
   They lasts longer than you do and doesn't give me pain
   They keep me pretty and keeps me up when I'm concious
   I won't ever cry again cos my make-ups are more precious

I don't know, if this is what the so-called attitude is
I hate when my lipgloss fades away when you kiss
You should know you don't deserve anything from me
You've upsetted me enough to face the miser me

You should well know, my tears comes with my hard-to-find mascaras
You'll not see them fall for a long line of eras
I don't wanna waste them for stupid guys like you
Do whatever you can, they're still more precious than you

No more 'You'

I don't wanna keep on tripping myself
Into this little toy box you kept in your shelf
All I can do is come out only when you need me
Which is all just so annoying cos what you want is not me
I tried to make you want me more than anything
But I failed so to you, I'd rather be nothing.

I'd rather close the door behind my back
I'm just so fed up when you keep on coming back
Just to satisfy your lonely arms and pair of lips
I don't wanna be a tool but at least, I want us for keeps
I'm tired of waiting for long hours for your call
Which never really did happen, it's such a toll.

I thought you really cared but I was fooled
Not realising it was how you had me pulled
Trying to free myself from these cruel chains that won't break
I once loved the feeling but now the pain is just so great
I won't allow myself to be broken by you
Turn around and leave, take your girl along with you.

Ka Hmangaih Che Papui

Ka thinlai luah zo tu,ka di    A aia tha ka tawng nem maw    Hmangaihna thu min hriattirtu    Mengmawi, nang lo min tihlim zo an awm lo    A sakhmel lah a tha famkim    Ngaih lai di tang bel ka nuam    A anka nem hriat leh ka nuam e    I vawng zel ang, kan lairil hmangaihna    Hmel mawina aia a nunzia    Chhak lam ni chhuak ang a eng mawi    Englai pawha ka thinlai luahtu    Par ang vul zel rawh se, ka van siar eng mawi    A anka nem dam diai mai leh    Par rimtui ang a chul ve lo    Uain ang maia min dawi tu,    I chhing zo reng an awm lo,he khuavel ah hian

Seventh of July

I'm surprised, why are these tears falling?
From the eyes of a girl who hates crying
Why am I being so vulnerable?
I am now scared, I'm starting to tremble

I've suffered much of vicissitudes
It's time I put on a new attitude
I hate to be the one who's weary
Cos I have never been this damn dreary

Tell me, am I asking too much from you?
I'm still drowning even when I'm with you
So, it's better that I let you go
And suffer these pains you don't have to know

I'd better pick my stuffs up and leave
Cos once broken can never be relieved
It's better to follow my own path
Than being with a guy who knows how to give wrath

I'm not an Angel

I don't know how else to do this
But still, i'll say a few words of list
For years, I've curled up like a cocoon in its rag
People telling me what and what not to do by bound
But my innocence faded when I befriended the famous fag
And I've now learnt to grow my wings and take decisions on my ground

Patience is what I always lack
My insecurities are coming back
For you, i'll build them up and be myself again
Say whatever may, I believe in what I believe
I know it must be haunting to get your pasts relieved again
But never will I let you go for these pasts is what I believe

No one in this world is perfect
It's sad I can't always be like a prefect
Let everyone know I'm not an angel at all
I too have rumours which are way better worse than yours
I want to tell the world I have no reasons to let you fall
let them talk, better lie down with you and know you to the contours

Arc of Noel

Noel, a guy of pride but a soft heart
Never had I heard any of his stories
But the feeling that grows is like a dart
That will later bloom with happiness and guarantees


weird, it is to give up so much for a guy
When it is proven that you hardly know him
But the cool breeze thats blows every time he came by
Told me a sign that my heart will never go dim


Stunning, I must say, to the sound of music
That I hear whenever he's close beside
I wish we could get things done from the basic
Cos the arc of Noel is the one that helps and guides

Confessions of Regrets

I thought seeing you again will not mean a thing
But seeing you with another girl did mean a thing
I tried so hard to put on a fake smile but failed
Cos I know that keeping you near was what I failed


I tried so hard to ignore but it wasn't easy
That I had made you think that I was so dumb and easy
I don't blame you if you treat me like a stranger
Cos someone we don't love meant nothing but a stranger


I'm surprised I still find it so hard to hate you
Being the reason for the fading love you had in you
I hate myself for making you regret 'bout us
Coz I do wish there could be more things about us


So I'm trying, still trying to forget what we had. If I could change the past, I would cos I do regret being the reason for the Goodbye..

The feeling

Started out as a feeling that no one knows of
Our perfect little world should never come off
We should make it grow stronger and stronger
Till it's hard to survive without each other

You were a vet's son, going for your IMA
I was a guitarist's daughter, trying for CA
Funny it is when I think back how perfect
Strangers of two different worlds interact

We may be miles apart yet we are so close
This feeling is like a blooming rose
Everyday seems promising with you around
I'm surprised you turn my world so well round.

Songs About Ron

Started as friends but we knew something was missing
You called me hunny, you called me sweet thing
But it's sad you don't know how happy that makes me feel
I'm looking forward to the day we'll finally make it real

Cos hearing your voice and seeing your smile can't make me touch your hand
Mt heart missed a beat whenever I hear you calling my name
Darling, I want us to be for real

You left a message so i won't feel abandoned
But I longed more for our loving bond
And whisper those words you had sent me to my ears
Cos mails sounds just so empty and useless to deserve my tired tears

If I had wings, i'd fly across to be with you
I wanna know the better of you
But you might think I'm crazy for being obsessed with you
Cos I'm crazy for missing a guy I hardly ever knew

So,goodbye to you,there'll be no day when we'll finally be together
Let's give up, let's just give up to what we've always wanted
Cos I am tired of falling in love with your e-mails